Non variable factor

03Feb10

Sometimes things just goes beyond what i can control. But at least i feel i should be happy contented and satisfied with the way things are. I don’t have the capacity nor time to do anything right now. Perhaps when exams are over will I sit down and ponder about stuff. But then again once exams are over I’ll probably be so much damn happier den anything else in the world! Ok. Enough of procrastination. Feet on the ground and take flight! Till next time.

xoxo

Aqe

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It’s a pain in the ass

17Dec09

I promised myself. I’m gonna get a nice new digicam/SLR and once im done with braces Oooohhlalala. Many many pictures for the blog! I cant wait! Srsly seeing baby pluck his teeth today ( Like 4 at one shot OMG) kinda freaked me out pretty much already. The tooth is like frigging long with like 2 roots.LEt me show u:

See what i mean! haha.GOSH. I can’t believe i even took a picture of it. HAHAHA. Thank god im not scared of blood. ( well maybe a teeny weeny is okay. hahhaha ) I’m so gross at times i know. But whatever. It’ll be my turn on monday! Like THIS COMING MONDAY! Ohmygod right. I’ll only need to extract 2 as the bottom teeth are still pretty alright. Just needa do a lil alignment. Consulted mr dentist to be, my twin! And he said i’ll be fine cos its prolly a single root tooth. Hehe! So im hanging onto his words. Hope its true! My threshold for pain is srsly low. I feel like a wuss! hahaha. Just gotta assure myself i’m gna be fine and think of the pretty pretty pictures to come and my bday partyyyy! HAHA. Think everyone’s gna like make fun of my BO GEH man. To top it all off on my 21st! Oh man, tt’s just perfect. Like a bday “gift” to myself. hahaha. Ok. Stop those negative thinking! I gotta prep myself for this cos its what i wanted and what i chose. So stick to it Angela! haha.

Recently alot of shit has been happening after zoukout. Its really a happy event turned disaster. I think so far i’ve only told 1 psrn. But well, shit happens and both kevin n i think its absurd. UGH. Talking abt this makes me wanna punch ppl. Its so ridiculous. But whatever that psrn “ordered/threatened” her fiance to do has already been done so u know *** can like get  OUT of my life and leave us out of the picture already. Just so u know sometimes we do things not because we’re told to do so or we’re intimidated by the threats that they imposed but its because of someone else’s sake that we’re doing the psrn a favour. If not life’s gna be super duper hard for the psrn if someone doesnt get what she/he wanted. I cannot believe things actually turned out so ugly like that. I mean i always tot we’re like friends/acquaintance since our bf/fiance are like buddies. But alas, i cannot cannot cannot imagine that someone will think that i wana flirt up with her guy while im attached. Its like totally absurd? Sorry I cant find a better word cos im totally SPEECHLESS about this incident. Both kev n me are like horrified. It can be understandable if its some random girl but for someone u know and on top of it ur fiance’s buddy’s gf? C’mon!! UGH. Okay. I shld just stop lest eyes are reading and things get worse. I only hope they’ll make up and that the guy won’t suffer such things again. tsk tsk. Its just so sad. So lets just put an end to that. Ridiculous things aint worth mulling over cos life’s too short! I got better things to think about. Alright. I’m gna slp now cos im gna receive my deco proposal tmr and then shop for my bday stuff! Wheee. so fun! Goodnight world! 

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From the land of smiles

04Dec09

I’m now blogging from my hotel in bkk while waiting for baby to come online. UGH. Just when i came on earlier today compared to other days he isn’t online! Tsk tsk. Nvm. i shall just make do with the time to just blog abt my trip. Hehe. I already spent like 13k in simply 2 days in bkk. Like oh-my-god-can-you-believe-it. I think u can just throw me in thailand and im contented. haha.. Well,maybe for a week cos i cant get used to the scorching heat over here. The traffic is simply crazy though amazing. haha. The drivers here drive at crazy speed but they never seem to get into any accident! One point to note is that there’s NO traffic signs put up nor are there any lines or directions drawn on the roads for them to follow. In short, they can just turn/u-turn/manuveur their way in any way that rocks their boat. Cool huh. haha. Bet over in singapore people will probably honk like crazy! LOL. Hmm. I just simply went crazyyyy over shopping i think i bought like a grand total of > 50 tops/dresses. HAHA. Enough for me to choose from for xmas and new year! Well, i’ll prolly buy again when the festive seasons come but well thats another story ( UGH.. why is he not online yet! ) im running out of things to write and besides im too lazy to type also. Just feel like falling aslp in this comfortable setee in the lobby! Alright. I think i’ll prolly stop here and wait till the cows come home. Tsk Tsk. Ciao!

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Vroom Vroom! :)

28Nov09

HOLLAAAA!!!

i can now officially drive on the road! *Beams*  I came to realise TP isn’t really THAT scary as i thought though my legs were shaking like jelly during the first part of the test. haha.. Still, passed! I can’t wait to practice more everyday with dad till the day i can drive solo. HAHA. Driving dad’s car is scary in the sense its harder to control than my usual practice car. The engine is like wvrrrroorrr. Guess i need some time to get used to I’m sooo happy that i no longer have to rely on dad to pick me up cos i can take the wheel now! Buying my own car’s the next step foe me now

Baby’s exams ending soon!! which means we’ve got more time to playyyyyyy!! YAY!! haha.. In the span of december so many things are coming up i cant wait! I’m heading bkk this wed! I can’t believe its just this wed. Though sadly i’ll be giving garnier casting a miss cos its held during my trip to bkk,contract and all.. Its really kinda wasted But I’ve the other fantabulous things coming up in dec to perk me up.Time really do fly! And there’s zoukout which my dear jq ever so kindly helped me get tickets at an offer price from her “wide social circle” friend and deliver it to my doorstep too! Thanks alot babe! Must watch my diet for the day already. haha. Though high chance is i’ll probably fail in doing that. LOL.

Up next is CHRISTMAS!! All warm and fuzzly for the season of giving! I’m so excited my toes are tingling. Hehe.. 26 Dec will be my long awaited oxymoronic love-hate 21st! Will be conducting a mini party at the condo. Proper invites to be sent out soon! I’m looking forward to having straighter teeth too!!  Soooo many exciting things coming up this holidays i cant wait! WHEEEE! I’ll update as soon as i can with pictures from bkk ) CHEERS!

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I need luck!

23Nov09

I want to win the competition!!! Well, I hope luck’s with me cos I need it! Plenty plenty!

Aqe

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Makeup and twilight

11Nov09

Okay.. Here’s another rambling post of mine. I’m actually stuck in the library trying my very best to study but somehow it seems like it’s a futile attempt. Sigh. Filling my stomach to the brim during noon time and before studying is rrly such a bad bad idea! Doesn’t help that the delicious fish n watermelon juice is still trying to find their way out of my stomach. I’m feeling sooooo sleepy right now but I can’t seem to be able to slp.. Simply cos I don slp the classroom style. Y’know the one whr u fold ur arms and cradle ur head whole body bending forward? I so don’t dig that. It makes my head spin and my body ache. Haha.. I have no idea how people can sleep so comfortably in that position. Maybe my blood just flows one way stubbornly. Haha.. Baby’s sleeping so soundly beside me too.. I got less sleep den him! But well, he’s got things to study for exams so I guess that makes it forgiveable. Haha.. Driving today was FUN! Okay. That’s an understatement. Tp’s coming soon in like 2 weeks? I’m pretty confident but I just hope I wun get the jitters on that very day! Haha.. I can’t wait to drive around during Christmas and new year! Hopefully my birthday too!! Wooo.. Sweet 21st kinda ironic that I’m only looking forward to the day itself and and not any other day after.. I hate admitting that I’m growing old every stinking day. Ugh. I can feel the effects of hitting the big 3. T.T I still vividly rmb last year how reluctant I was to welcome the big 2 into my life. Sigh.. I’m already hitting into the 2nd year of the shortlived 2.. I don’t like it one bit! It’s time for those beauty products, eye creams and facial masks to come in handy huh! Funnily I just love to stock up on these products though I don’t use them AT ALL. I’m just a sucker for nice packaging and advertorials I guess. How easy to earn my money! tsk tsk..

And recently I just like splurged another hundred ovr bucks buying makeup stuff which I know I probably won’t use since 1) I don’t wear makeup in any occasion/on normal days. 2) I’m just so so so lazy to clean them off! Sure, putting them is so darn easy just like an artist painting. But u have nv seen any artists removing wad they’ve painted have u? 3) As much as many girls are gonna kill me for this, I don’t see the need to enlarge my eyes when they’re already bigger than majority of the Asian girls. Plus I rrly love my long lashes courtesy to genes from my mum. Yeahhh.. 4) Im such a coward but I’m really scared to spoil my relatively clear skin. It’d be so dreadful & irrevisible if I were to spoil/clog it with makeup won’t it? 5) Baby told me he likes the way I’m. Au natural.. So there! I know how makeup can literally transform a person and do wonders to one as well as lifting years off the face and person. But what about when they’re makeup-less? Perhaps I’ve seen too many before n after shots of girls and celebs w/o makeup. It’s horrifying! To me at least.. Hmm.. Contradicitng as it is, I’ve got full 5 points/reasons for me not to wear makeup. Eyeliner and mascara is okay I guess but full face makeup.. Hmm.. I’m not that brave to cross the line yet. Maybe just on special occasions or when the need to cover up my sagging/not so wonderful already skin will I use it then meanwhile I’ll just faithfully stick to my beauty skin diet with natural ingredients!

Wow! I didn’t realize I typed so much until baby leaned over and ask if I’m writing an essay. Haha.. Guess this is wayyyy lesser than what I’m required to write for my law module! Alright.. I’m going to read abit of my breaking dawn before I go take a nap. Lecture in the afternoon later! I hope I won’t fall aslp in class. Oh man.. Hmm. I’m so addicted to twilight! I guess people won’t understand till they really read the books. I’m one of the ignorant ones until I got the entire collection on my itouch. It’s amazing the hold it has on me.im literally hooked. I really love the way stephanie meyer describe every scene. It’s so detailed that u can simply imagine the characters’ every movement & expression. Just as if u were there at that point of time and well like every other schoolgirl-like crushes, the character Edward is to die for with his sensitivity and love he showers. Sigh.. The beauty of fiction. Such things can’t be so perfect in real life. Perhaps there are, but still not as perfect. I can’t wait for the movie new moon to be out though it won’t be as original and detailed as the book itself. Nevertheless, kristen and Robert really play their roles convincingly well! Too bad they’ve broken up hopefully it doesn’t affect the production of eclipse n breaking dawn cos I definitely will catch it! Alright. I better stop before I type another essay. This is such a long entry!

P.s: I’m looking forward to dinner at swissotel on tues with parents & baby! My treat for mum’s bday! Gonna burn such a hole in my pockets. It better be good! I’ll blog abt that soon!
Aqe

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Macdonalds 50k!

06Nov09

I just went on www.macwin.com.sg and guess what! There’s like 2 winners of the 50 sets of iPod touch already! tt means my chance of winning is like 1/48! Ugh.. Just wolfed dwn 2 sets of macwings meal with baby and I just got like another 3 repeat sets of the game pieces which I already had as well as 4 more instant win small fries. As if I needed the fries! Ugh!!! Of the winning the 50k is the most ideal but even the Hawaii cruise or the $4000 worth of petrol or courts notebook would be nice right? Or perhaps the iPod touch so that I can sell and earn some quick bucks? Hmm.. I really need to get lucky! Lucky clover for me anyone? okay.. I’m watching a cat eat at the next table right now. Hehe.. Picking up all the bones and pieces baby & I left for them just now. I swear they’re the most adorable and naughty creatures around! They even scratched us just now.. So much for the favour of filling their stomachs on this cold and rainy night! Ungrateful greedy cats. Haha.. But they’re cute anyhow! Hmm.. Alright enough of rest time after dinner. Gotta head back to work! Tgif tmr! Wheeee I can’t wait! I’ve got like an extremely long shopping list that I generated for tmr! ciao!!

Aqe

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Beauty

04Nov09

Is beauty a mere form of perfection? Or is it perspective? I wonder

Aqe

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Monday blue clues!

03Nov09

Alright.. I’m once again procrastinating when I really should be studying! Ugh.. I’m so easily distracted I should just go do smth abt it.. Everytime I hit the books I just feel like sleeping seriously.. Contract law tort law company law are all driving me nuts. And today is just only Monday? I guess I’ve just gotten myself a serious bout of Monday blues.. What a nice way to start the week ay? Hmm.. I hate it that holidays and weekends pass so darn fast! It’s like before I even get to savour and appreciate the goodness of it, *poof* or rather *BOOMZ* it’s gone! Hahaha. So shingz as ms ris puts it. LOL. Seeing baby typing away at his report makes me so darn miserable cos I nv seem to be able to get the motivation determination and drive that he possesses. Prolly it’s just a childhood habit of mine. Stupid last-minute-cram-in-until-can-die style.. Hahaha. Old habits are hard to break! Darn. YouTube is getting me hooked seriously. It’s so addictive! Okay I should really get to studying now.. I’ve got like 2 undone tutorials for tmrw’s lecture..

Oh ya this is a random picture of lele’s BBQ on Halloween. I can hear baby snoring beside me. LOL. Ciao!

Aqe

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Random thoughts of motion

31Oct09

I realized I’ve been blogging quite abit recently probably cos all my students are having their holidays now and it kinda put a temporary hiatus to my tuition thus the huge amt of free time on my hands. I think I need to make mre money! I’ve never felt that money is enough for me cos it simply isn’t. But then again I feel that in this process of making money I’ve made quite a few sacrifices which I never wanted to repeat. It seems like a pretty serious post as it dawned on me on the unnecessary time spent. Put it simply as the opportunity cost. I think this is yet another point that I gotta learn to grasp.

Work hard play harder. As quoted by baby
Aqe

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